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December 25th, 2009
malinaldarose
 | 07:07 am - Partridge In A Pear Tree Christmas, eh? Hm.
My parents showed up at nearly 9:00, which I suppose I should've expected, since they were going to church at Port. Mom was all dressed in red -- sparkly red blouse, red velvet skirt and red shoes that just didn't match (they were more orangey than the skirt or blouse). Plus a really big rhinestone-encrusted cross. I suppose the cross is obligatory, what with her being a minister and all. In fact, I've seen any number of them that I've thought about giving her as gifts, but it seems too obvious, really, so I never have. Anyway. This thing was the very definition of bling. Wow.
I had a few bad moments last night when I thought my gas meter was leaking, but there was no smell of gas, no cloud of mist (which would surely have been visible last night, as it was cold), just a whirring/rushing sort of sound that I could only hear when the furnace was running -- and I made three trips out front to check (the meter's on the front of the house). Then, it occurred to me that I can also hear the water meter running when the water is running, so it'd make sense that what I heard was just the meter running, since the furnace was on at the time. Right? Right. (I'll probably call the gas company tomorrow just to ask their advice, but I'm pretty sure that all is well. And I won't mention it to my mother because she'll overreact and want me to evacuate and call the fire department immediately -- and where am I going to evacuate to with three dogs and three cats? Can't go to my grandparents' house; my Auntie and Nuncle are staying there, bringing the total number of dogs there up to four. Can't go to my parents' house because their dogs would eat my cats. Could possibly go to my great grandparents' house, assuming that my cousin (who now owns the place) hasn't left town for Christmas; her dog is elderly and probably would get along with my dogs and cats. My brother's place is simply out of the question. Maybe Friend P's if he had an empty apartment, but I think they're both rented right now.)
I started to watch Independence Day, but got sleepy long about mid-morning on 3 July, so I went to bed. I'll probably finish that while I'm munching coffee cake.
Santa Claus does not appear to have visited my house; the presents I wrapped are where I left them, and not taken to be delivered, and I found no stocking at the foot of my bed. There was a cat, but no stocking. Alas.
I'm not sure what I'm doing today. I guess I'll pack up about midmorning and head out to my grandparents' house for an hour or so, then make a stop at my parents' house (since they live in the same end of town). Then I'll need to come back home to take care of the beasties, then off again back to my parents' house for dinner. Not sure whether I'll feed the critters early or late. (It is awkward having them trained to expect food at 6:00 p.m. sharp) Last year, I went to my parents' house around midafternoon and ended up standing in the kitchen for hours while my parents tried to finish the cooking and/or baking and mostly ignored me. Not doing it again this year. It's not that I need the attention or anything like that, but the standing around doing nothing is not how I want to spend any day, let alone Christmas.
I received the LJ notification today that my paid account is expiring soon. Merry Christmas. *snork*
But I have the annual Christmas coffee cake for breakfast, so at least something is right with the world. And speaking of breakfast.... Current Mood: not as depressed as it might sound
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December 24th, 2009
shinysayyadina
 | 12:31 pm - Friday RWP So, after a bit of severe grump, I had lunch, which helped. Since I remain at the office, how about some RWP? Reading: In the homestretch for Tam Lin which I really don’t want to end :( I’ve also looked at Wood Nymph Seeks Centaur and for a pop romance book found it very, very nice (and it included same-sex matches too! Most of the book was very hetero-oriented, but I found including this to be great as well as Block’s acknowledgement of fluid sexualities. )I wish more dating books were like this.) I’ve also been dipping into Jeff Vandermeer’s Booklife which gets mad props already for mentioning how to do writing with a 40hr week job. Whoo hoo!
Writing: Submitted an article which I hope will run (fingers crossed) (and whoo hoo, I finished and submitted something! Hear me roar!), working on a writing plan for January, am working on some poems. Wearing Mint green cardigan, black skirt knee length, mint green and brown striped knee highs over leggings and brown thermal with a squid on it, also with Wyrding Studios necklace from Pirate Rummage Sale and red lip gloss. Planning: I suddenly have a LYS-the Yarn Spot in Wheaton. Would anyone like to go check it out with me after New Year’s? (I still want to check Fibre Space in Alexandria, but haven’t gotten to yet.) Dancing on Monday. Having fun holiday stuff and dealing with seeing the biofamily. Adventures.
How about you? What are you RWP?
(Note: Any initial can be anything and can vary by person so eg, if you don’t write or wear, pick another word:) )
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shinysayyadina
 | 10:37 am - For now, a brief moment of holiday rage So, about a week ago, the Federal government got told that today would be a half day with a full day's pay.
Today-today-my agency tells me that since we are contractors, we are working a full day. We have followed the government in all other things involving time and pay.
I am so angry because no one told any of us till now.
(I know I'm lucky to have a job, I do appreciate it...but damn, I'm angry. Can't wait to get out of contracting, if that will ever happen.)
Ah crud. Now I'm crying. It's just so stupidly unfair (and I do still know I'm lucky.)
Damn.
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malinaldarose
 | 08:10 am - Today's Forgotten English Word lycanthropia: A variety of melancholy in which th eperson believes himself to be changed into a wolf, and imitates the voice and habits of that animal. [Robley Dunglison's Dictionary of Medical Science, 1844]
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December 23rd, 2009
belhonorine
 | 07:49 pm - WINTER

Yesterday was a perfect winter day - cold (but not windy), a little bit snowy, bleak, quiet, and I spent a lot of time outdoors taking pictures, and here they are: ( PHOTOS )
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shinysayyadina
 | 01:53 pm - Seven Things I Have Done That May Or May Not Surprise You 1. Slow-danced with a soldier in Yaroslavl to the Scorpion’s “Wind of Change” . (I was 17 and on a People to People trip to what was then the USSR and there are many more stories there-it was an amazing trip.) 2. Smashed up my ankle when scrambling to hug the Dropkick Murphys. (I slid on ice into a metal barrier-owie. I got my hug.) 3. Was on Real Sex. 4. Marched on Pink Saturday in the Castro. Amazing. 5. Was an extra in the indie film “Existo” while living in Nashville. I had a purple bouffant and a glittery black and silver long dress. I so miss that dress! Was upstaged by woman playing speculums like castanets. 6. Have JPL in my phone book at my office, but sadly, no reason to call. 7. Danced on the Man Ray float in Boston Pride with other members of the local bi pride chapter. It was delightful and we flung condoms at people. and one more 8. I own a necklace worn in the Firefly episode "Shindig". (only $15 so extra cool!)
(I may have mentioned some of these before, but if so, forgive my addled memory.)
How about you? What surprising things have you done.
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malinaldarose
 | 11:25 am - Today's Forgotten English Word Christmas-book: A book in which people were accustomed to keep an account of the Christmas presents they received. [Robert Nares's Glossary of the Works of English Authors, 1859]
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December 22nd, 2009
malinaldarose
 | 08:41 am - Today's Forgotten English Word way-wiser: An instrument for measuring the distance which a wheel rolls over a road; an odometer or perambulator. [William Whitney's Century Dictionary, 1889]
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December 21st, 2009
sidhe_etain
 | 05:15 pm - Blessed Yule
Ironically, although the word "Christmas" is in the title, hardly any other song makes me think of Yule like this one. Especially Loreena McKennitt's sparse and echoing version on her album To Drive the Cold Winter Away. Sadly, I can't find this version anywhere online, other than an exerpt on her website. In high school, my parents and I lived in a farmhouse in the middle of the country. The downstairs of the house hadn't been lived in for ten years. The upstairs hadn't been lived in for thirty.
Once we got the upstairs inhabitable, I moved into the largest room of the house. But the catch was...there was no heat upstairs...not even a hole in the floor through which warm air could rise. The room was cavernous, echoing, and completely frigid. I would turn on this song on her beautiful and echoing album, and it would echo further around the bare wood floored - room, as I rubbed my numb nose above my piled up covers. I would stare at the lights of the Christmas tree (because my room was so huge and cold, I would buy my own Christmas tree every year and decorate it as a teen).
These memories are, to me, the embodiment of the longest night of the year.
In Praise of Christmas
All hail to the days that merit more praise Than all of the rest of the year, And welcome the nights that double delights As well for the poor as the peer! Good fortune attend each merry man's friend That doth but the best that he may, Forgetting old wrongs with carols and songs To drive the cold winter away. 'Tis ill for a mind to anger inclined To think of small injuries now, If wrath be to seek, do not lend her thy cheek, Nor let her inhabit thy brow. Cross out thy books malevolent looks, Both beauty and youth's decay, And wholly consort with mirth and with sport To drive the cold winter away. This time of the year is spent in good cheer, And neighbours together do meet, To sit by the fire, with friendly desire, Each other in love to greet. Old grudges forgot are put in the pot, All sorrows aside they lay; The old and the young doth carol this song, To drive the cold winter away. When Christmas's tide comes in like a bride, WIth holly and ivy clad, Twelve days in the year much mirth and good cheer In every household is had. The country guise is then to devise Some gambols of Christmas play, Whereat the young men do best that they can To drive the cold winter away.
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shinysayyadina
 | 02:47 pm - Missing Child in Chicago Missing Child in Chicago
Seen in various places:
Brianna Lacey, 15, is missing. She is also known to go by the name of Brianna Wright. She was last seen Friday, December 18, 2009 leaving for school from her home in the vicinity of 80th Street and Eberhart and heading to Longwood Academy located at 95th Street and Throop, according to the Chicago Police Department.
Brianna is described as a African-American, 5 ft. 4 inches tall, weighing 110 lbs., with brown hair, brown eyes, and a fair complexion. She also has pierced ears. She was last seen wearing a navy blue polo shirt, navy blue sweater, gray pants, and a brown coat. She had on black gym shoes, as well. According to police, she frequents the area near her home, as well as the area near 105th Street and Yates in Chicago, Illinois. Anyone with information on her whereabouts is asked to contact Chicago Police Area Two Detective Division Special Victims Unit at (312) 747-8274.
[info]karnythia says:
This is my son's cousin. She may have run away, but we don't know that for sure. The police are treating her as a runaway so there is no Amber Alert. If you have seen this girl and have any information please contact the Chicago police at (312)747-8274. Or if you are just willing to spread the link, please feel free to do so. She's a kid and we're worried about her. Thank you.
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malinaldarose
 | 08:17 am - Today's Forgotten English Word pantofles: Slippers; to be upon one's pantofles, to stand upon one's dignity. [A. V. Judges's Elizabethan Underworld, 1930]
[From] pantofle-shoe, French fer pantoufle, or pantoufle, panton-shoe for a horse. [Sir James Murray's New English Dictionary, 1909]
Pantons or pantable-shoes, horse-shoes that serve for narrow and low heels. [Dictionarium Rusticum</i>, 1722]
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December 19th, 2009
superfin
 | 02:21 am - well you wanted to see... Tomorrow I will post a true update to this Journal.
But until then this is for those of you who wanted to see the wall that crashed ever so close to me last Wednesday.

As you can see no one has even attempted to mover or pick up any of the cinder blocks that block half of there driveway. I'm willing to bet that come June it will still be as seen above, maybe the winter will help the rest to fall as well. :)
On another note Christmas is now less than a week away and this years could be very white trash as gift giving goes. ;) Later: E Current Mood: productive Current Music: Chew Lips - Seven (Nylon Compilation Version) | Powered by Last.fm
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December 18th, 2009
shinysayyadina
 | 10:31 am - Friday RWP I’m taking a break from a document to write something a bit cheerier. Everything at the office feels tense and irritated. I can put on my music, but it still feels funny. Worst of all I am still tired despite a vat of coffee and plenty of sleep. I do not need to be tired right now-but am. Anyway, the cheer:
Reading: Almost finished Tam Lin then have So Fey: Queer Fairy Fiction up next. Still working on Viridarium Umbris though that is a slooow and wonderful read-been working on it since October. Very dense and very rich.
Writing: Working on a poem about “The Maiden Without Hands” and working on the dream story, so productive again. Someday I will type that I actually finished and then, well , things will be much different.
Wearing: Black palazzo pants, boots, wine tunic, grey longsleeve shirt and purple cardigan over with Alicia_Stardust’s California necklace. My BPAL is Black Temple Burlesque Troupe-yum. Also, blue mascara, black eyeliner and marshmallow lip gloss.
Planning: Hogswatch tonight. Likely being snowed in tomorrow and need to play Sunday by ear completely. Work on the hat I am knitting (lovely alpaca). Sleep.
How about you? What are you RWP?
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malinaldarose
 | 08:11 am - Today's Forgotten English Word for all waters: To be for all waters, to be able to turn to any occupation, like a fish that can live in either fresh or salt water. Shakespeare's Twelfth Night. [Albert Hyamson's Dictionary of English Phrases, 1922]
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December 17th, 2009
shinysayyadina
 | 10:00 am - International Day to End Violence Against Sex Workers Today is the International Day to End Violence Against Sex Workers. Please spare a good thought, prayer or anything you wish; there are also vigils in NYC, San Francisco and Chicago.
Aumgn.Augmn.Augmn.
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shinysayyadina
 | 09:38 am - Five Things Make A Post 0.
I am currently waiting for my coffee (0) to kick in since my head is fuzzy-good for writing stuff like “Xanadu” but not so good for procedures-wake up, wake up!
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Listening to A Very Scary Solstice and An Even Scarier Solstice (http://www.cthulhulives.org/solstice/) which is giving me epic smiles (my current favorites are “Mythos of a King” since it sounds vaguely like a college alma mater which is delightful and “We Three Friends of HPL Are” which is fantastic because it is the only holiday song ever to feature HP Lovecraft, Clark Ashton Smith, Robert E. Howard (1) and Robert Bloch.) I think more carols should include Weird Tales references.
Oh yes, and “Little Rare Book Room”-love!
I find it interesting that the Mythos has survived as far as I can tell because of an identification switch—while HP Lovecraft was terrified of hybrids later readings readers began to look forward to the hybrids and find them fascinating. I’d argue that right now, most HPL fans’ empathy winds up with the monsters (ie, the end of Dagon, the film of The Shadow Over Innsmouth)—and empathy for HPL as an outsider and a hybrid himself which is not how he would have thought of himself—this also manifests with humor, so it’s an interesting blend of possibilities that I can’t completely tease out now but want to think about more. (2)
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In even more nontraditional holidays, Hogswatch is observed tomorrow! The pork (with veggie options) menu is coming together as I type. We will also see the Hogswatch Miracle where people drink and nothing happens because of the massive amounts of absorbent protein. Hooray for the Hogfather and hooray for Terry Pratchett.
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Damnit, I’m still sleepy. Medication is irksome—and I hit it with a high caffeine blast. Why can I write a pile of deep thoughts about HPL and drowse through a procedure? Sigh.
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Yesterday, ate at Booeymongers, a deli in DC en route to the doctor; it is like a time warp back to the late 70’s early 80’s in the menu; Russian dressing is a condiment and you can get various sandwiches with sprouts and avocado, plus they have a sandwich called the Patty Hearst .It has flavor combinations that just seem not to happen any more, which is very interesting. If in town, it’s an amusing trip.
5. I am excited about going to ConFusion (hooray January in Michigan!) over my birthday since there will be S00j goodness, CMV goodness and Peter S. Beagle goodness, plus my birthday lunch on Friday at Zingermans . Anyone else going?
What are you looking forward to?
(0) Peppermint mocha, for those who care.
(1) In a more serious footnote, Robert E. Howard’s death note always makes my heart break. I hope he’d be happy that so many still love his work.
All fled--all done, so lift me on the pyre; The feast is over, and the lamps expire.
~~ Robert E. Howard, writer, d. June 11, 1936
(2) Also, there are the magic helpful cats in The Dream-Quest of Unknown Kadath…or that could be me. One doesn’t tend to think of HPL stories having magic cats.
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malinaldarose
 | 08:37 am - Garion Garion died overnight.
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malinaldarose
 | 08:37 am - Today's Forgotten English Word unkard: Strange, as an unkard place. A servant is unkard on his first going to a fresh servitude. [William Marshall's Provincialisms of East Yorkshire, 1788]
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December 16th, 2009
malinaldarose
 | 07:06 pm - Update on Garion I called the vet's office at lunchtime, and when she heard my description of Garion's behavior, she wanted to see him as soon as possible. So I called around to find help loading him into the van (my parents came down) and took him out there.
Garion is spending the night at the vet clinic. He has severe anemia, with a hematocrit level within three percentage points of needing a transfusion. Unfortunately, my vet's office doesn't keep blood products on hand and so I would have to be referred to the clinic in Orchard Park -- and Dr M tells me that they charge around $1,000.00 for a transfusion.
However...along with his very low hematocrit level, his white count is extremely high (about five times higher than it should be). This indicates either a severe infection or possibly something much more dire, something beginning with a "c". (This becomes more likely when one takes into account those five crumbly teeth.) There is also something funky with another level that indicates that he's not really absorbing nutrients properly. So. He is receiving IV antibiotics to see if that brings his white count down. If not.... Well, we'll deal with that when it happens.
And all this since October when his blood tests were normal. Current Mood: worried
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